Mai Rawan Banana Chahta Hu

Haan, main Rawan banna chahta hoon.

Lekin ruk jao.

Main woh Rawan nahi banna chahta jise hum bachpan se sirf ek villain ke roop mein dekhte aaye hain. Main us Rawan ko samajhna chahta hoon jo extraordinary tha. Jo intelligent tha. Jo powerful tha. Jo knowledgeable tha. Jo apne samay se bahut aage soch sakta tha.

Aur shayad sabse uncomfortable baat ye hai ki…

Rawan ke andar kuch aisi qualities thi jo aaj hum apne andar develop karna chahte hain.

Knowledge.

Confidence.

Ambition.

Power.

Leadership.

Fearlessness.

Lekin phir ek sawaal aata hai:

Agar mere andar ye sab aa gaya, toh kya guarantee hai ki main apne hi ego ka prisoner nahi ban jaunga?

Yahin se meri asli kahani shuru hoti hai.

Mujhe Rawan kyun banna hai?

Aaj ki duniya mein kisi ko weak hona pasand nahi.

Har koi strong banna chahta hai.

Financially independent.

Mentally strong.

Professionally successful.

Powerful.

Respected.

Influential.

Social media par followers, business mein turnover, bank account mein balance, aur society mein status.

Hum success chahte hain.

Lekin success ke saath ek silent addiction bhi aata hai:

Validation

Pehle hum paise ke liye kaam karte hain.

Phir paise se better lifestyle ke liye.

Phir lifestyle se status ke liye.

Phir status se recognition ke liye.

Aur ek point ke baad hum success achieve nahi kar rahe hote.

Hum apni identity prove kar rahe hote hain.

“Main kaun hoon?”

“Main kitna bada hoon?”

“Log mere baare mein kya sochte hain?”

“Kaun mujhe respect karta hai?”

“Kaun mujhse neeche hai?”

Aur yahin se Rawan humare andar enter karta hai.

Rawan sirf ek character nahi, ek psychological state hai

Hum Rawan ko aksar ek bahar ke villain ki tarah dekhte hain.

Lekin shayad Rawan koi ek insaan nahi.

Rawan ek mindset hai.

Jab knowledge intelligence ko humility se alag kar deti hai, wahan Rawan paida hota hai.

Jab ambition morality se aage nikal jaati hai, wahan Rawan paida hota hai.

Jab confidence arrogance ban jaata hai, wahan Rawan paida hota hai.

Jab power accountability ko destroy kar deti hai, wahan Rawan paida hota hai.

Aur sabse dangerous moment?

Jab insaan ko pata hota hai ki woh galat hai, phir bhi woh apne ego ki wajah se rukta nahi.

Yehi Rawan hai.

Sabse dangerous addiction power nahi, “main sahi hoon” hai

Insaan ka ego ajeeb cheez hai.

Agar koi humse kahe:

“Tu galat hai.”

Hum turant defensive ho jaate hain.

Lekin agar koi kahe:

“Tu sabse intelligent hai.”

“Tu sabse capable hai.”

“Tu sabse better hai.”

Hum use apne mind mein jagah de dete hain.

Problem tab shuru hoti hai jab hum apne decisions ko question karna band kar dete hain.

Ek successful businessman ko lag sakta hai:

“Mujhe business kisi se seekhne ki zarurat nahi.”

Ek powerful leader soch sakta hai:

“Mere bina kuch nahi chalega.”

Ek intelligent person soch sakta hai:

“Mujhse zyada koi nahi samajhta.”

Aur ek ambitious person soch sakta hai:

“Mujhe jo chahiye, main lekar rahunga.”

Ye sentences individually dangerous nahi lagte.

Lekin inka combination?

Ego ka perfect business model.

Aaj ka Rawan kaisa dikhta hai?

Aaj Rawan ke das sir zaroori nahi ki visible hon.

Kabhi woh expensive car mein hota hai.

Kabhi corporate office mein.

Kabhi social media ke comment section mein.

Kabhi startup founder ke cabin mein.

Kabhi politician ke stage par.

Kabhi kisi relationship mein.

Aur kabhi…

hamare mirror ke saamne.

Aaj ka Rawan shayad woh insaan hai jo har argument jeetna chahta hai.

Jo apology ko weakness samajhta hai.

Jo criticism ko insult samajhta hai.

Jo success ko character ka certificate samajhta hai.

Jo paisa kama kar samajhta hai ki ab woh sabse intelligent bhi hai.

Jo powerful hokar samajhta hai ki rules uske liye nahi hain.

Aur sabse dangerous version woh hai jo apni galti ko justify karne ke liye logic ka use karta hai.

Intelligence jab ego ki lawyer ban jaati hai, toh insaan apne khilaaf bhi brilliant arguments bana leta hai.

Main Rawan banna chahta hoon, lekin…

Main Rawan ki intelligence chahta hoon.

Lekin uska ego nahi.

Main uska confidence chahta hoon.

Lekin uski blindness nahi.

Main uski ambition chahta hoon.

Lekin uska obsession nahi.

Main uski power chahta hoon.

Lekin power ke saamne apna character nahi khona chahta.

Main bada banna chahta hoon.

Lekin itna bada nahi ki mujhe apni galti dikhai hi na de.

Kyuki asli power doosron ko control karna nahi hai.

Asli power hai:

khud ko control karna.

Rawan ki sabse badi tragedy haarna nahi thi

Rawan ki tragedy ye nahi thi ki uski Lanka haar gayi.

Tragedy ye thi ki uske paas knowledge thi, power thi, resources the, warnings thi…

phir bhi usne apne ego ko apne decisions ka CEO bana diya.

Aur ye modern life ka bhi ek brutal truth hai.

Kabhi-kabhi humare paas solution hota hai.

Hum jaante hain kya galat hai.

Hum jaante hain kya change karna chahiye.

Hum jaante hain kis relationship ko fix karna hai.

Kis habit ko chhodna hai.

Kis decision ko rethink karna hai.

Kis insaan se advice leni hai.

Lekin hum nahi karte.

Kyun?

Because accepting the solution sometimes means accepting:

“Maybe I was wrong.”

Aur ego ko ye sentence bilkul pasand nahi.

Hum sabke andar ek Lanka hai

Meri Lanka kya hai?

Mera ego.

Tumhari Lanka kya hai?

Shayad tumhara anger.

Shayad validation.

Shayad money.

Shayad status.

Shayad control.

Shayad kisi ko prove karne ki obsession.

Har insaan ke andar kuch aisa hota hai jise woh protect karta rehta hai.

Aur kabhi-kabhi hum us cheez ko bachate-bachate khud ko destroy kar dete hain.

Isliye Rawan ko jalana sirf ek festival nahi hona chahiye.

Kabhi-kabhi humein apne andar ke Rawan ko identify karna chahiye.

Kyunki bahar ka Rawan har saal jal jaata hai.

Andar wala?

Woh tab tak zinda rehta hai jab tak hum usse question nahi karte.

Toh haan, main Rawan banna chahta hoon

Main Rawan banna chahta hoon.

Uski tarah seekhna chahta hoon.

Uski tarah ambitious banna chahta hoon.

Uski tarah fearless banna chahta hoon.

Uski tarah apni capabilities ko underestimate nahi karna chahta.

Lekin main ek cheez kabhi nahi chahta:

Meri intelligence meri humility ko kha jaaye.

Meri ambition meri humanity ko kha jaaye.

Meri success meri sanity ko kha jaaye.

Meri power mujhe itna blind kar de ki main apni hi mistakes dekhna band kar doon.

Kyuki duniya mein successful hona difficult hai.

Lekin successful rehkar insaan rehna shayad usse bhi difficult hai.

Shayad mujhe Rawan banna hi nahi hai

Shayad asli goal Rawan banna nahi hai.

Shayad mujhe Rawan ko samajhna hai.

Uski strengths ko lena hai.

Uski weaknesses se bachna hai.

Uski story ko mythology ki tarah nahi, psychology ki tarah padhna hai.

Kyuki har ambitious insaan ke andar ek Rawan ho sakta hai.

Ek voice jo kehti hai:

“Tu sabse better hai.”

Aur ek doosri voice jo dheere se poochti hai:

“Agar tu itna better hai, toh kya tu apni galti accept kar sakta hai?”

Mere liye Rawan ki asli story yahin khatam nahi hoti.

Yahin se shuru hoti hai.

Main Rawan banna chahta hoon.

Lekin apne das siron mein se ek sir hamesha aisa rakhna chahta hoon…

jo mere baaki nau siron par sawaal kar sake.

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